I miss you everyday. I can talk about you now and see your smile and feel joy. You made me happy and gave me reasons to be a better person. for that I thank you. things are changing. It will all work out. You are helping me. I know it. I will fix everything for you. Your headstone will be set and be beautiful. You will retain your peace and I will be placed right beside you honey. I promise. I owe it to you. I have found a friend online that husband passed not long after you. His name is buzz and she misses him terribly also. If you see him tell him she is doing as well as possible. Ok it sucks right now, but she is doing the best she can. I am beginning to feel again. I love you baby. I will write more. I just haven't had alot to tell you. Nothing I can put here. Loving you always, your loving wife, Pb