Well I haven't been able to put that darn Christmas tree up yet. I know how you loved to put up the lights outside just to see my face when you did it. These "firsts" are just not easy. I need to do this for the kids and the grandbabies. You would love to see how Bradon has grown. He is as chubby as Kali was at that age. He looks more like Joey than Kali did at that age. Kali is a little wild child like her mom and dad. She is the spitting image of Christin with Joeys eyes. Arianna is looking more like Nathan but still is more Hilary than Nate except she acts like Nathan and looks like her mom. she does not use any contractions at all. I guess its from living in Minnesota...lol. We all went to pick out a tree for Joey and Christin. You know what a long drawn out process that is. I laughed and played with the babies. It got cold and we sat in the truck and just laughed at them. I am going to look for the tree today. No promises, but I will make the effort to look for it. I bought a box of bells because I was in the store and remembered that damn bell I gave you when you got home from the hospital one time so you could call me because you couldn't talk....you know the one...the one I threatened to bury in the backyard. We laughed about it. I bought them because they brought that memory to me. I am thinking of putting them on a tree for you. Like I said, I'm giving it some thought. I love you baby. I miss you. Your the only person that knew my heart like no other. You will be the only that that ever will. Loving you always your wife-person.